Pieces Of Me.

It's been....

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forever since i last posted! which was just last year. hmm

well right now is January, everything is moving along.

It's going to be Valentine's day soon which means February is real near!

hmm well anyways time is really flying so be alert with whatever you want in life or

right now.

Lately I just celebrated my own birthday and one of my close friends birthday.

Other than that, today i was just at school. Yes i've graduated but i was visiting and got me to think bout a lot of things. I never felt so........................... as today.

leaving you to guess :)

Random!

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I wanna turning the music on loud and just dance around, fun when you have someone to do with!
I wanna dip my legs in the swimming pool and just talk or in sit in the water :)
I wanna go shopping crazy,well maybe a little. I wanna watch a movie while eating pizza too.
I wanna paint on a big ass canvas just for the fun of it :)
I wanna play paintball? never tried that :)
I wanna colour my hair again and get treatment ;)
I wanna slap someone's face hmmm that's just a bonus! super random!
I wanna go out and take stupid pictures ;)
I wanna go running when im freaking pissed!
I wanna.... I wanna.... hmmm.. I can't think of anything I wanna do more ;)

Oh well! when something pops in my mind i'll continue my " I wanna(s)".

I cant really say out...

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I can't really say out how much i'm really scared.
I can't really say out how much i just want to cry.
I can't really say out how much i'm happy ( it can't even be described).
I can't really say out how much i miss you all the time ( didn't think it was even possible).
I can't really say out how much i'm feeling miserable at times.
I can't really say out how much i want to try to be positive.
I can't really say out how much i would try to be the best daughter,sister, friend and girlfriend.
I can't really say out how much i miss my mother.
I can't really say out how much i don't want to pretend to be alright.
I can't really say out how much i just want to hide.
I can't really say out how much i just want to live a happy life.
I can't really say out how much i want to really say out about my life,myself.

It's Unfair.

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life is unfair. you put someone first who puts you second. you study

your ass off for a final only to get a b in the class when you deserved an a.

you give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. you're

there for your best friend at 3 a.m. when they need it the most, and the next day

they don't pick up their phone. you give something your all and sometimes get

little to nothing back. you care so much about someone who doesn't care

enough about you to say hi once in a while. you give someone your time,

and they give you "sorry, i'm busy". it seems like you're giving everyone

everything, and they're just walking away with it.

Three in One?

2010-10-07T21:22:00.005+08:00

So anyways yeah. Hi. Whatever ;)

ermm two days ago it was Tuesday, I sorta argued with my bestfriend.

I mean she bailed out on me! Who does that!..... I know you're reading this :)

Anyways yeah we got into a little bit of argument. I was so down by it.

We were all suppose to go out for dinner and she ended up being tired.

She had to get up at 7 in the morning :( yeah so my point is,yanli.

I was upset cause ehem* she didnt even text to check up on me but fine i know you didnt dare:)

and it's alright. it's all good now. My boyfriend keeps saying that me and yanli, we're like a couple.

HAH! well anyways that was my dilemma for the day. At night me, my boyfriend and my sister

went to The curve to have dinner. Nom Nom Nom..... at Tony Roma's :) other than that....

nothing much really... had starbucks at pavilion after that though and thats how my day ended :),,, and as always.....pictures~~

Just me and you.

This is him :)

This is me :)

Moving on~~ Yesterday ......I can't really recall what i did during the day....

Seriously...sigh.... well i just went out for dinner with my family and got mad at dad for abit.

ohhhh so sad...didn't see my bestfriend nor my boyfriend.......i hate it.....seriously...for real....

oh well...... muaahhahahahaha oh yeah... dont be surprised with my picture without make up ..

errr I look sick...well i wasn't feeling all so good nor lovely yesterday haha but my boyfriend says i look nicer without make up so..... SHUT UP! :) oh yeah by the way... that's my second sister.. first sister's back in korea. can't believe it but i sorta miss her... :)

The Choi family :)

TODAY!

Did nothing much really..fast walked in the morning.... ;)

Around 12ish? noon-ish..went to KLCC with my baby boy..

Had lunch at madam kwan, walked around. Looked at some rings :)

ahhh yes im a girly girl. i can't wait to get one! but i can't really decide.

well i had fun but it ended so soon cause he had to go script reading at night :(

oh yeah he does acting too but everyone knows im better haha! im kidding!

I think it's pretty awesome what he does though. pretty amazed :) yeah...

So i came back, watched gossip girl with my sister. Played game. then i sorta fell asleep...

waiting for text replies and phone calls...then people ehem decided to call when im sleeping.

tsk tsk..... :) well after that i made dinner :) ohhh i'm so full now..

i miss my douche bag boyfriend sigh.. but im glad im getting to see my bestfriend... oh look at the time... im going out now.. feel like i havent seen her for years... :D muahahahahaha!

anyways BYE!

At madam Kwan :).......

Bye now! shoo go away! :)

GOSSIP GIRL!

2010-10-07T20:41:00.004+08:00

I'm totally "HEADOVERHEELS" for CHUCK BASS!!!!
Total Hotness~!!!! Season 3 he was sweet and showed the soft size.
Season 4, as far as i've watched. There's gunna be war between Chuck and Blair.
I sound like those crazy people who's obsessed but nahh... just for Ed Westwick! hotness! :)

Don't think anyone can pull off his character :)

Judze Choi is.....

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so.... SOFT now......which might not be so bad? :)

It's .....

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It's 1:16am right now :) Got back not too long ago~
Broke something of dad's thing in the car. something for his office parking .... but phew* i fixed it :)
muahahahahahaha! i can fix things too. Not bad for a girl ey??
so anyways I went to old town with my sister, yanli and my boyfriend.
Yeah so we were talking about relationship and ..... I feel lucky to have a great guy like my boyfriend.
I can say that at times I am jealous, insecure but i think if i just talk with him, that feelings disappear :)
I am happy :) I don't want this feeling to end :) I can go to sleep at peace.. :D I'm going to bed now so goodnight! :)

Oh yeah before I forget, while we were at the old town at jln ipoh, we saw some nasty looking lizard.
I took a picture of it muahahaha ......look at it! it has spots on it :) It is out of the ordinary just like me!
Although i don't fancy them. but who cares~!!!

totally nasty right... bahhhh ....gross!!!

I hope....

2010-10-04T15:35:00.006+08:00

I hope that October wont be like September.

Don't know why but i really disliked September.

Anyways, It's October so Hello :)

So like in September the 23rd, My babe and my boyfriend graduated.

Plus it was my 2nd month anni with my boyfriend :) so proud of them!

It was awesome seeing my classmates there too. sorta missed them :)

We spent the night there though. oh yeah it was in JW Marriott hotel. silly me. forgot to mention that :)

After, the next day we all just went for lunch at sakae sushi. jumped over to pavilion.

After lunch, I said bye bye to my boyfriend and hung out with yanli. The day was great but as the sun set,

I wasn't very much happy nor excited bout the next day. I cried cause i had dilemma that night and

the next day we were going to PD. we as in Yanli,Ewing,me and my boyfriend.

Anyways I ended up looking like a pao in the early morning. there was a rough patch between me and my boyfriend

but after awhile it was all good :) happy resume please~ ..........

so we arrive to PD, checked in at Avilion Admiral Cove. It wasnt bad at all really.

The beach sorta cleared up too :) not bad not bad~~ oh yeah we rearranged our room arrangements :)

We went out for lunch to PD walk lol! then went to the supermarket to get some stuff. bought some drink called SAMBA RUM~

hahaha then we went to the beach, caught some crabs~~ then went back to the room to rest etc.

at night we went out for dinner, bought another drink cause me and yanli took up the challenge with our boyfriends saying

we can stay sober longer than them LOL went back to the room after that.

Played random card game.....have no idea why i kept losing. seriously. hahaha obviously i was pretty gone cause we kept

drinking on the rock. sigh.

Next morning, I felt so dehydrated........ went for breakfast.... came back and napped a little.

went to the beach after that and just relaxed our time there. After dinner baby wasn't feeling well so we went to bed early~

goodnight~~ and next morning we packed and checked out and back to KL.

Back to KL and we had lunch at Solaris,Little Korea. We were so hungry.

My baby checked out the iphone 4 after then bought it on the same day.

I was rather speechless how fast he could get something he wanted.mmmm

after that we went dinner with his family, we didnt eat though since we had late lunch.

and around 8ish? we left to The Curve to watch Charlie St. Cloud.......and home after that. :)

The next day which was the 28th. I didnt really feel good at all. my mood was just down and i was unhappy and just sad.

I talked to Yanli about it and I listened to what she had to say to me and I guess she's right with what she had to tell me.

Talked it out with my boyfriend. Told him my dilemma and after I felt so much better :) like really better :)

Wanted to go out with him the next day though to patch things up but it was too much of a rush so we decided to see each

other on the 30th and on the 29th, i just spent my day with my family and had dinner with them and slept over nic's place

since she was flying back to korea the next day. 30th sept. , woke up with with bad tummy cramp. Went to Plaza damaz

to buy stuff and lunch, came back, packed for nic and got dressed etc and off to KL. got somethings done and was off to

Pavilion to see my baby. FINALLY :) then off to his house . watched bride wars then had dinner and watched a walk to remember a little and we had to go out to get my sisters to go to KLIA :) and after that went back home and slept.....zzZzzZZ~~~

1st October.... HELLO :) I didn't do anything. went to the hospital to settle somethings then went to KLCC to get lunch and after that ....really NOTHING....totally a boring day~~~~

2nd October....... Went grocery shopping here and there..... then went to coppey's house to see the new house... came back home for dinner.... was really tired... but super excited that the next day i'd be seeing my boyfriend :P although towards the night time my boyfriend had dark clouds over his head cause he wasnt too happy with the guy who was suppose to bring his computer that night. anyways after talking awhile..it got late... i was tired.... and we said goodnight~~ but sigh..... i had sorta insomnia?? you could say~~ was tired but couldnt sleep.....what is that...!!!! slept at 5 in the morning! and got up at 10!

3rd october.... went out with my boyfriend for grocery shopping...met up with yanli..went to my boyfriends to cook pa jeon and spaghetti :) it was really fun :) i really did enjoy myself yesterday :) felt really nice talking with my boyfriend's family too! went dinner with them plus it was like family grocery shopping time! LOL i really did enjoy myself that when i got home i was like jellyfish.....no energy~!!!! apparently according to my baby i suck out his energy too but i think i suck out my own too...what the hell!!!!! ahhhh anyways ...it was AWESOME :)

Today is the 4th but it's going rather slow. oh no. it's 4 pm already~ I'm thinking to go for jogging in the evening mmmm ....sun, please go down.... I don't want to get tan~!!!

Anyways imma upload some recent pictures :)

Happy 2 month anniversary/baby's Graduation :)

My babe's Graudation :)

babe+ me + baby?? PD :)

baby love <3

Our feet :)

Sunset~ see it doesn't look so bad :)

I found something :) Last day in PD!

KLIA :)

i have....

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A cloud over my head and i think it's starting to rain. sigh.

sunday and it's boring again.

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Sunday and so boring. Dad went out again as usual.
Found out that my stupid maid ruined my shirt yet again.
Tried to remove the stain by myself but i don't think it's working.
Actual first time to hand wash my clothes myself :)

Anyways, Lately i've just been spending time with the usual people.
Family, Yanli and boyfriend. Yesterday my boyfriend and I went to KL PAC.
Around 4ish, we went there and it was quite interesting :) no we didn't watch a play.
But we watched a play at night though. It was long and draggy i felt.
Before that for dinner we went to Auntie Laili's house for open house.
Introduced my boyfriend to my daddy for the first time. Errr as usual my dad is still in denial.
Nothing much actually :) didn't take any pictures with my boyfriend yesterday though.
Anyways yeah...... :)

It's been exactly a week!

2010-09-12T22:32:00.005+08:00

Been a week since i last posted on my blog.
Well to make it short, on the 6th september i went to the garden's starbucks.
While i was waiting for Yanli, it kinda hit me that it's been 3 months since i know my boyfriend :)
Time really does fly~!!! crazy in it? just spent my day there....chit chatting with yanli!
On the 7th, I met up with yanli again to look for somethings for her graduation.
And around evening time i went to see my boyfriend :) spent the rest of my day with him.
On the 8th, It was a total lazy day for me. woke up late, had lunch, watched movie, bathed then went to college.
Found Yanli, sat in the library, waited for Joseph to finish his presentation :) after that, everyone just drove individually
to the gardens to buy movie ticket for Resident Evil: After Life for friday. then bought another movie ticket to watch.......
we ended up watching piranha! NASTY! we had dinner at crystal jade,we as in yanli,ewing, me and my boyfriend :)
On the 9th, I had breakfast with Yanli and ran some errands with her the whole day......Wow! i see her alot more than Joseph :(
Anyways on the 10th, went to the gardens again to watch resident evil with yanli ewing and of course my boyfriend too :)
had lunch at chilis and kinda left after the movie cause i had dinner with my sisters and so on........
Yesterday which was the 11th, I woke up, save yanli's ass from her parents. had lunch with her....subway.. :)
sent her to her boyfriend's then i went back..watched drama and got dressed for daddy's birthday dinner!
after dinner, I went to pick yanli up and we sort chit chat for abit at old town with my boyfriend too!!! :)
although it was short, i still got to see him :) which made the last bit of my day happy.
Today, which is the 12th, I didnt do much. Booked our rooms for our PD trip on the 25th~ we as in including yanli and her boyfriend too :) and then i went to gardens for awhile then to pavilion..it was rather a lazy day really...nothing much.......
B-O-R-I-N-G-! ;) anyways here are some pictures of the previous days~~~

Lazy Sunday

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Woke up, felt like crap. after awhile i was alright though. chit chat with my boyfriend on skype.
Connection sucked big time. Had lunch then took shower after being a stinky skunk for many hours :)
Yes,yes i'm lazy plus it's sunday so its like super ultra omega lazy sunday!
Want to go out and watch movie though but mm yeah. Dad seemed so happy that i ask him out to watch movie.
Totally ruined the moment. oh well.... i feel sleepy after shower :) but do i really want to nap? it's 4:38 already.
AHHHHH so boring!!! i'm losing my mind! i'm going to vamoos away now. so ciao ;)

Hello Again.

2010-09-05T02:32:00.004+08:00

So anyways as i mentioned earlier, i had reunion dinner with my high school friends :)
Just updating on the pictures! :)

Rewind.Forward.

2010-09-04T15:53:00.006+08:00

2 days ago I was reading all my old post and It got me thinking, all the things that use to matter to me don't anymore. It's all so crazy and silly and stupid :) but fine I guess it matters to me just a little bit since it got me where I am today, who I am today.
So anyways since i've deleted every single post i ever wrote, I guess i'm starting over :)
So I'm gunna update my blog from 2 days ago then today's one :)

2 days ago : It was thursday, I went with Yanli to Tesco at first, I bought fruits while she was wandering off somewhere looking for her things. We found what she was looking for but it was way too many so hmm we left Tesco and on the way to Carrefour, knowing me, I spotted the sign that said Batu cave ;) obviously we stopped by then went all the way up and came back. Our legs ended up shaking so bad LOL but who cares! so anyways after that we went to Carrefour to look for the thing again and of course! they didnt have it there.. tsk! and so we went to Wangsa walk and ended up buying from there and I did too finally buy my yoghurts since we settled on a super market :) after that went back home, dropped things at home then went to Ewing's house then hanged out for abit and we all went to night market which was rather interesting for me. so many things, so many people :)
Anyways that's how i spent my day with Yanli.

Yesterday : Woke up for abit at 6am to check my phone. Totally felt sad with my koko leaving. stayed up for abit and after awhile I fell asleep eventually. Woke up at 9:45am, felt super tired. dragged myself into the shower, came out and got dressed. found out my stupid road tax didn't come yet again. 10:30? went out with my boyfriend to Ikea. Checked out things then went to the curve to eat lunch at sakae. yum~ ate so much! :) after that, spent the day at my boyfriend's. I totally did movie marathon alone. watched 4 movies alone.... MADNESS ! and another one with my boyfriend. Oh yeah we also took our first polaroid pic. Well anyways I spent the day with him and while he worked, i watched the movies. By the end of the day i was totally exhausted and just wanted to sleep. Came back home midnight past. showered. looked for my book which i misplaced. found it. called my boyfriend and say goodnight. That was it.

Today : Early morning I hear my house bell ringing and I instantly knew the dude with my road tax is here :) and so i woke up immediately and ran to the door! it was like heaven and i just felt super happy. like a light of joy. mmm ok ok enough with me being happy haha! anyways after that i had yoghurt and bananas for breakfast then downloaded songs. downloaded something i very much like :) then cleaned up my room. threw away lots and LOTS of things. All the small and meaningless things anyways after that i need some house chores. showered. Here I am now updating my blog while listening to music and chatting with my koko :) Anyways at around 7:30 later i'll be off to dinner with my high school friend at Great Eastern Mall. Anyways that's all for now...... oh yeah i'll upload my batu cave and my first polaroid pic with the boyfriend.